between dream and reality

god, I want to be like those who have real life, not just a dream and hope, not an obsession and fantasy, but life is real, who had only lived in my mind. how carefully regret when I have to accept the reality that exists today, what a heart crying when awakened from a dream that was so long .. god, is there a day when my eyes completely open, hold a time when my heart is really smiling. how much I wait when it comes ~